time

Well, I guess being sick is as good excuse as any to update my blog. Not much to update on in the personal life though if you've been keeping up with the ASAP business at miamiasap.blogspot.com

so yea, i miss home. spring break is just a little way off, and i can almost taste the home cooking. every once in a while i get to cheat and eat mrs. wellmans food, but its not quite the same. Im pretty bummed out that im sick, since vivek is celebrating his 21st tonight. ive slept like 37 million hours so im not even tired. blah blah complain complain. i have been reading alot, woo hoo wheel of time series. carly came to visit a week or so ago, which was nice except she was like "ok nice seein ya, time to go". "these humans are so hasty." LEARN FROM ELDER HAMAN CARLY! ok, im a nerd, i admit it. i think i need some new music. all of mine seems old...and it is so it only makes sense. ive overplayed my swahili tunes so that i hum them all the time. newwwwwwwwww music! send me some. I think for my 21st bday (april 22) im just going to ask for things for my trip. im definitely going to need boots, and a bigger pack. other than that, im sure a few new articles of clothing wont hurt. ahhh to be trekking out in the serenghetti. as my friend eric said today "theres something so wild about seeing a lion attack a zebra". not like i really expect to see that exactly, but where else would i?

Ive spent alot of time lately thinking about...well...time. Fast, slow, eternal...sometimes we expect the world to turn on a dime, and other times we wish that it would just slooowww down and wait for our minds to be made up. not to get into the specifics of my crazy mind, but i guess i just spent so much of the beginning of college trying to rush through and make decisions quickly. Now i really want to do things right, in every aspect of my life.

total change of pace. i wrote this in class one day while looking around at some people. the next day in the same class i SERIOUSLY saw two people wearing the same exact outfit sitting right next to each other. i wanted to hurl. anyways, without further ado...

silky smooth smiles and slinky wry laughs lead to wrinkle dry moods and flat out crass
dream about a wonderboy and surround yourself in pink
wonder if he'll notice since you never make him think

ok, thats all for now. time to hide under my blankets.